Oh hi hello, I still have a blog, woah.
I don't know what's going on, but I've just been feeling extremely out for like past.. few weeks already, I guess. I honestly have no idea what is going on, maybe my past self is coming back, and that would be just too messed up, hopefully I will control myself and remain somewhat normal.
I think I kinda started writing a diary on paper. I still have this blog, the Lithuanian one which I now rarely ever use and well Tumblr for expressing shit in pics. But I feel the paper one is the best. Paper is always the best. That's why all the e-books will never take me over, I have to feel the paper between my fingers, hear that crunchy sound as I turn the page, and the smell.. some really do not smell good, but I love how unique it is. And well, back to the paper diary.. it's just like writing letters. I always loved paper letters. Shame not many people write them anymore.
And I get to draw in it. And write over the stuff I have already written. And handwriting everything is just.. great.
Turn a random page and write in it.