tomorrow for morons
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
Saturday, January 13, 2018
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
i'm better now
I really am.
I still get breakdowns, I still get angry, I still cry... but not as much. And when I do, he actually helps me, he actually makes me feel better. He never says that I look hideous, that I'm stupid for crying and shouting, he just holds me. Always holds me as much as I need. Until I don't cry anymore, until I start to smile.
He handles me. He knows what to do. He knew that from the beginning.
It's going to be three years soon.
Sometimes I still cannot believe that I've finally found MY person.
I still get breakdowns, I still get angry, I still cry... but not as much. And when I do, he actually helps me, he actually makes me feel better. He never says that I look hideous, that I'm stupid for crying and shouting, he just holds me. Always holds me as much as I need. Until I don't cry anymore, until I start to smile.
He handles me. He knows what to do. He knew that from the beginning.
It's going to be three years soon.
Sometimes I still cannot believe that I've finally found MY person.
Saturday, May 3, 2014
real deal
it used to be easier to pretend
just fake a smile
i'm fine
and once is enough
it's constant now
oh i'm so happy so hilarious i've got so many things to say to you add a smiley another one another one another one another one
think of what to say to look happy
cannot care about myself or how i really feel
have to care about you and what you want
have to keep you happy
oh well at least i don't have to lie that i'm fine anymore
cause you don't really care though do you
just fake a smile
i'm fine
and once is enough
it's constant now
oh i'm so happy so hilarious i've got so many things to say to you add a smiley another one another one another one another one
think of what to say to look happy
cannot care about myself or how i really feel
have to care about you and what you want
have to keep you happy
oh well at least i don't have to lie that i'm fine anymore
cause you don't really care though do you
Friday, May 2, 2014
Thursday, May 1, 2014
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